I am the lazypants
OMG, it's been a while since my last entry… and it is already year 2008!!! This is horrible… I am truly the lazypants!!!
I know it's an excuse that it was the end of the year and I was extra busy and had many deep thoughts in my mind… and I actually started another blogging in Japanese site… It is for purpose of expanding network and to improve my writing skills in Japanese. I did not have TIME!!!
For what I had in mind lately is how to live my life full and also do something enjoyable… to tell the truth… I hate my job…. as I already mention earlier I believe… I came to realize that I need to take action. My husband is really supportive and said I can quit my job and do what I want. Because we both know that even if I failed and came to worst, I can always get back to my feet and find a job.
As I determined to start my own business… I still have fear of not able to make enough regular income and to have normal life we have right now and how long we can last without my income… I think my job is actually good and provide me with good regular income… (enough to pay the bills, provide us with good meals and still able to have some fun private activities) but I really don't enjoy what I am doing… Imagine next year, 3 years and 5 years… I still don't see any joy will come with this job for me. It is really stable but for me, rather boring… and now is the time to faste my time and try my best.
It is the last week of my holiday… and going back to my hell work time next week… I am not looking forward to it at all. But, I should stop thinking about it for now and enjoy the every minute and second of my holiday left. I will go out later and explore somewhere I haven't been. Just have my Lazy wondering around day and plan my year 2008 and my next 3, 5 and 10 years!!! This year started and I planned to make a difference this year!
